I had a traumatic birth in early 2024 I had to have an emergency C section due to medical negligence causing an air embolism which caused a seizure subsequently turning my baby breach.
Nobody took responsibility I went home at the earliest opportunity traumatized. I had five babies prior to this baby all natural births. The midwife visited after the birth as scheduled But she said baby was losing too much weight. At 9 days old and she said we had to go back to the hospital to see why he was not gaining weight. When I was told this, I had been resting from surgery. I had my mum and partner staying at my home to look after the kids as I was asleep or in pain whilst awake. I found the concept of readmission to hospital disturbing and confusing, so I cried I smashed a vase in my room when the door was shut. 
Only the midwife noticed. I cried some more and took some tablets in excess of my regular dosage to calm my extreme anxiety at this point. I then went on to the kitchen roof (a ground floor extension) that I regularly access to clean the skylights.
My mom and partner didn't see this as normal, especially as I was teary since the traumatic birth. The midwife became alarmed whilst I casually had a cigarette on my flat ground floor roof extension. As I sat there bewildered as to why my baby was going back to hospital, the midwife called the emergency services. All three turned up - the police arrived first. I don't know why. I told my friend earlier I'd taken more than my usual dosage of Valium to deal with another hospital.
The police frustrated me with their attendance so I got down casually. They could see I wasn't overdosed, I was coherent etc. The fire brigade entered my home and saw me standing in doors and left, then two ambulances arrived. Unsure why, I told the second ambulance to leave; they were hesitant but they left.
All of this fuss started from misinformation being relayed. When we got to the hospital my baby tested positive for an illicit substance. I was sectioned because apparently I was paranoid (due to nearly dying during birth) and the hospital tricked me by telling me I couldn't stay with my baby without a mental health assessment. The psychiatrist was told I took my baby on the roof with me, so I was also sectioned because they thought I had postpartum depression and was a danger to my baby. I did however have PTSD and a C- section wound, very fresh, which nobody in the psych hospital knew how to treat.
 My baby's urine was sent to the lab that same night for confirmation, The next day the test was negative for all substances. I didn't have that drug in my body either but the hospital still wrongly treated him for withdrawals, which later on transpired it was because the hospital was starving him. They changed his feeds from 3 to 4 hourly, he was always hungry when I visited and I regularly asked to feed him before it was time to.  Also, it turned out on admission that his weight was fine, so all this false medical information caused many issues - the first major injustice to destroy my family and life has been social services became involved...
 Later, they done a child and family assessment and decided a S47 was appropriate, but they had false information and it transpired that they withheld facts from the initial child protection conference/didn't Read the files properly. But upon reading my family's files it's clear that they were doing research but leaving out the info which renders me innocent and the in the NHS liable.
 I was the scapegoat for what was determined 'significant harm' to my newborn. I was once again traumatized and confused. They put us on child protection and they used my mental health as a target of vulnerabilitY, but really when someone with PTSD from a dramatic birth is dragged back into hospital with a healthy baby, wouldn't you kick off??!
 From day one I appealed this child protection it was rejected by a manager in the local authority I got very frustrated because if any one caused a significant harm it was the NHS. I made a formal complaint after months of being treated like a monster and humiliated by children's services In front of the schools and nurseries in core group meetings, my personal life and relationship was scrutinized, every birthday in my household was violated by random visits. It turned out that these traumas also unmasked a neurodivergent diagnosis in mid 2024 Nearly 40 years of masking was uncovered by trauma. That just gave children services more ammo, it seems...
 I felt discriminated against and targeted And the social workers were not doing their part to finish the child protection plan. My voice went unheard, I kept bringing evidence of facts which contradicted their evidence used to agree to a child protection plan. it was ignored. my complaint was filed with the council's complaints department in July 2024. Social services put my kids in care on an interim care order in September 2024, this was following a professionals meeting comprising of a bunch of clowns just one week following my formal complaint being received. They never responded. it turns out when you complain about staff in children services, guess who handles the complaint? Yes - children's services. They manipulated my children's fathers to set me up and I was arrested in the summer.  They made me wait three long months for bail, which of course the charges were refused by CPS for lack of evidence. I felt lost. and this is where I am today. fighting a continuous mountain of rubbish for social services made up to hurt me. But they already decided to target me at the beginning - the evidence is clear of that...
 So looking at paperwork and ulterior motives for people involved my chances of slim... the social workers are trying to manipulate me because I'm speaking out, but I won't be silenced.
 if you resonate with my story Or understand/see the injustices, please stand with me.
 Numbers count.
 Thank you,
Kiki